* Current Age: 25
* Gender: Female
* Current Residence: In San Juan Puerto Rico
* Interests: ummmm, drawing and drawing and drawing!
* Favorite movie: Bowling for Columbine|Monster|El Laberinto del Fauno|V for vendetta|Sin city
* Favorite band or musician:Apocalyptica
* Favorite genre of music: almost all types
* Favorite artist: Joe MAd! Arnold Tsang, JEn SEng, Ejoo,+..
* Favorite poet or writer: Edgar Allan Poe
* Favorite photographer: Mapplethorpe
* Favorite style or digital art: Graphic Design, animation, & Illustration
* Operating System: Mac OS X.4.8
* MP3 player of choice: itunes
* Shell of choice: ...lame
* Wallpaper of choice: hmm. I dunno
* Skin of choice: human
* Favorite game: Sonic, Super Mario Bros 1, 2, 3, and world
* Favorite gaming platform: Dream Cast & Nintendo
* Favorite cartoon character: ren & stimpy, rocko , XJ9
* Personal Quote: Focking Culo!!!
* Tools of the Trade: PSCS3, AICS3, pencil, ink, Primascolors Markers
:: Overdue update for SA ::posted Apr 5th 2006, 7:47PM
Mood: Gloomy
Music: "goodbye my lover" by: James BLunt
Epales guys, hows it going? Let me take the time to update form when last i posted...oh god
how to start, im going insane, i swear sometimes i feel that im never gonna get out of this hell hole of a house
now something new happened and it wasint pretty, My mom had a fight with my brother(whom BTW is autistic and cant talk at alland hes 21)
and i dunno why he was angree to begin with but i believe it was cuz my mom wanted to change around my brothers doze
of medication and when she did, we nocited and change, he was getting home everyday more angry, so much so that
one day i was so exousded from school and doing erins that i took a nap when i got home, mom was awake and
we heared the door open a shut, which ment that my bro got home, when he did he was making alot of noise
in his room and mom tryied to calm him down and she shut my door so that i could sleep...2 mins as she did, he bursted through my
door, hitting it multiple time, as he really wanted me to get up,so i did i ignored him trying to keep my anger level down
and i went to my mother's room, she wanted some juice and so when to get some, then i though "maybe Oliver wants water" so i prepared a glass of water form him as well, the i heared a scream, so i ran up the stairs and i saw my brother on top of my mother trying to bite her. So the first reaction i did was to pull him off, but it only broke his shrit and the i hit him on his face then i heard a yell
and it was: "My finger it off!" and low and behold...my mother indext finger was missing the whole nailand the tip
...........
i panicted....she didnt want to go the emergency room,so i had to go the pharmacy atleat to get some stuff to stop the pain and bleeding
that whole weekend was hell for me, she blamed me for the whole ordeal
she even told me that she hated me so much.
well the finger is betterits healing nicely and well now she very afraid of my brother but now we are giving hims medication as it SHOULD be and hopefully this wont happen again.
but really i hate my home, i hate the fact that my mother wont give me any spance anymore not even to breath
and most of the time, i feel as thought i lead a doble life, daytime, im her slave and at night when the house is asleep, im online
trying to talk to my friend and finish up comissions and such cuz i cant do it in the daytime anymore. My mother hates the fact that im on the computer, and drawing carttons and all that stuff that i love. she never she has supported me in my line of work
so...this is the way i have to get things done, and trying not disapoint all of you, whom i chat with and had made aragements for comission pieces and such. its hurts me more that i disapoint.
thats why i wanna get out of here
v_v
.....well thats all for now, for thoose whom i owe, please BE PATIENT i have not forgotten you!
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